april 9th

gonna try to update this more often

employment is going ok, but Man do i look forward to my weekends. not in an 'i hate my job' way, but just in like. i wanna spend time w my wife and on hobbies kind of thing.

i got my desktop set back up, which is why i've finally been chipping away at updating some stuff. mostly my merch pages bc having a job actually helped me get a fair bit of stuff i've been wanting for a long time now. ...though with the economic downturn getting worse, i'm probably gonna hold off on getting anything else for my collection for the foreseeable future.

i spent a lot of the past few weeks cleaning and packing things up. i don't have solid plans to move out yet, but i'd rather have things away so if i do need to leave in a hurry for whatever reason, it'd be easier to.

once i got home from work today, i spent a good hour decorating my new bedframe. i gathered up a bunch of stickers that i like and put them on the outer side board of it that prevents you from rolling out of the bed while you sleep. i put a few on the posts as well, plus on the side of my desktop tower and wii.

i need to call/email my surgeon next week. he apparently screwed up and didn't actually file a surgery request for me. so i need to get that sorted out so i can HOPEFULLY still have my surgery in june. i'm sick of living w this chest i never wanted, and i'd be scared to move forward in a political climate that's becoming more hostile towards people like me having to carry this.

haah.... what a downer lmao

at least things are going ok w my job and well in my personal life, generally. a bit lonely, i miss my friends, but maybe we can plan something soon? i'll at least try to find some time to reach out.

my birthday is next week, also. gonna go to dinner with my family, share a flan with my in-laws and have dinner with my wife next weekend.

probably gonna go take a bath, play magia exedra and just generally try to wind down for the night. i'm tired.